This is what am thinkin' of

Okay this mouth is too tired to speak, my hand too tired to type,my heart too tired to get hurt. So what do u think?
Well i bet u think NOTHING
I know ya boy,i know y from head to toe. So im tryin to understand. But remember everyone has their limits.
Im not mad at u. well am lil bit dissapointed with u. but it's okay. For now just do what u want to do. and i'll do what i want to do too. Deal? Okay deal. :)

I've got my UNPAD'S CARD!!!!!!!!

Waaaaaaaaaw,gue adalah sangat norak. Cuma dapet satu kartu aja senengnya stengah mampus. Well it's not just a card for me,it's my dream since i was 10 years old. I cant explain how im feeling now. But i just proud of my self!! Like "waw i can get this card!! i can reach what i want" .
Im soooooooooo not pretending that this moment can happened in my life, this life is so perfect!!

Anyway,tri was pass his remed exam too!!!!!!! Thank God u heard my every single words i've said and u make those come true,Im so thank to You, and im sorry im not yet a good Moslem :( But im tryin to be good. THANK YOU GOD :) You gave me an amazing life, You gave me anything i need, You gave me anything i want. Thank you.

Do u want to see my unpad's card?????? ha ha ha i'll upload it to this post :D Im so norak you know. Kayak dapet uang 1 triliyun,hahahaha. Im so satisfied with myself,im workin hard to get that single card ;p

Okayyyy,i need to hug my bed again i guess. Congrats for my Boy for ur graduated. Im happy for ya. I love you xoxoxoxoxoxox

Hello,this is Vannya's speaking and I miss Tri Utama so damn much

So as crazy as the title,I'm crazy now --" I miss myman so much. Though we've meet this afternoon, but i still miss him. Dunno why but my heart is feeling so empty without him on my side:( It's just like 6 hours ago we've met but........................... i still miss him.

So this is me,wearing pink t-shirt and short pants. Seeing to the monitor,writing this unimportant post. Trying to improve her English. Listening to the music. (Okay i bet in 1 hours i'll listen glee's songs all the time)

Tomorrow i'll watch Dashboard's concert at Senayan with Kalil,Diana and Dhiday,It start at 4pm-finish and it means that i cant meet myman tomorrow :"""( hu hu hu I miss him so much. i want to touch his face ,holding his hand, kiss him on his cheek, and hug him very tite :( hiksssss.

Tri Utama how can you made me feeling this way? Im so hate this feeling huoooooo. I miss u so damn much Tama. It feels like something's missing from my heart. And after tht there's a bomb exploded in it so my heart's broken until i cant fix it.

I miss u like a cupid lost his bow. Like a bird lost it wings,like a mother lost her kid,like a child lost his toys, like a remote lost its battery. I love you Triiiii Utamaaaaaaa

Tri Utama Besinatoen and Vannya Chandra Annissa

02 May 2010 is one of an amazing day in 2010 for me :D

Thank you for this 25 days Tama (sounds too cute for ya :p)

I LOVE YOU

Should i leave this town?

SHOULD I LEAVE?


I'LL MISS THIS TOWN SO DAMN MUCH. I'LL MISS MY SWEETPIES.
I'LL MISS MY GANS GENG. I'LL MISS MY FAMILY. I'LL MISS MY FRIENDS.

25 Minutes Lyric by MLTR

After some time i've finally made my mind
She's the girl and i really want to make her mine
I'm searching everywhere to find her again
To tell her i love her and i'm sorry bout the things i've done

I find her standing in front of the church
The only place in town where i didnt search
She looks so happy with her wedding dress
But she's cried while she's saying this

Boy i missed ur kissess all the time but this is
25 minutes too late
Though u travelled so far boy i'm sorry you are
25 minutes too late

Againts the wind i'm going home again
Wishing be back to the time when we were more than a friends



Jadi buat laki-laki dan perempuan,coba dipikirkan dulu baik-baik kalau mau meninggalkan wanita/laki laki. Penyesalan selalu datang terlambat :') Love is all we have,dont follow ur anger to have a great ending.

Big Love,Vannya

Unimportant post

Because i just want to tell that I MISS TRI UTAMA SO MUCH :* Tri kok kamu ngangenin sih? sebel deh punya pacar yg ngangenin kyk kamu. Hush hush jauh jauh dari akuuuuuuuu *strestingkattinggi* Unyuuuuwwwwwwwwwwww

Why We Broke Up

1. Because you hurting me
2. Because you cheating on me
3. Because you push me too hard
4. Because you left me first
5. Because you don't want me in Ur life again

CANT U REALIZE WHEN YOU LEFT ME ,U LOSE SOMEONE THAT LOVING U SO MUCH?
AND I SHOULD'NT BE SAD WHEN U LEFT ME,BECAUSE I JUST LOSE SOMEONE WHO DOESN'T LOVE ME!!

What should i called this feeling?

When i said im okay,it means that im not okay
Im hiding all of my pain inside of me,so everyone won't know that im in pain
When i said everything's gonna be alright it means that i know something bad will happen,but im hiding it from u bcoz i dont want u to be worry bout that
When i said i dont want u in my life,it was the bigest liar i've ever said. in reality i want you in my life so much and i dont wanna lose u
Why man cant understad women's heart?
Women dont want ur money ur handsome face or ur popularity. Women just want ur heart, feeling the same way like she did.

My crazy,lovely and bad Boyfriend ;p

His name is Tri Utama Besinatoen. He was born in Makassar 16 years and 8 months and 2 days ago. And I do love him so much ;p Dia selalu berhasil buat aku senyum loh kalo aku lg marah. Hebat sih tapi ngeseliiiiiiin. Tingkahnya yg dikerjain aneh" lagi hehehehe :D Tapi aku sayang kamu loh Trayyyyyyyyy ;p

This is girl's heart

I should believe my self,but that is so hard to do.
I should leave the past and make a new life,but how can i do that if my soul only a half?
I should let someone help me,but my heart won't letting that happened :(
I should have someone who can get me out from this fuckin situation,but how can it happened if i don't want to?!